Homilies by Rev. Andrew Collis unless indicated otherwise.
‘Clarity and grit’
I invite you to have before you the artwork by Margaret Vazey. Margaret has been leading workshops in January and February – workshops towards a Stations of the Cross meditation in Holy Week. Three of the traditional 14 stations refer to Jesus falling. Margaret has suggested to the group that these might be understood to echo the three temptations of Christ: temptations to greed, power and popularity by way of sensational performance; temptations to individualism; temptations to reductive religion or fundamentalism. How do you hear the temptations? Jesus overcomes all three – in spite of the devil’s obvious biblical literacy. Jesus’ understanding of the scriptures deepens to self-
I begin with reference to Psalm 91. It’s the psalm the devil cites. And I wonder at Jesus’ understanding of the psalm. Whatever he makes of the promise of refuge and protection, he is wary of putting God to the test. He is wary of a simplistic interpretation. He is wary of its application as a license to thrill, a license to dazzle. Perhaps he’s also wary of its use as an excuse for inaction, timidity, that is, self-
No. Jesus is claiming something other than special treatment. He is claiming a humanity at one with the suffering hope of the world, and at one with the suffering love of God. He shows his human side, as several commentators point out, and thus makes his and our divinity possible.
If there’s a refuge here, it’s a refuge from individualism and despair, from cut-
I’m writing these words with Ali’s photograph of the Hickey family before me – with the image in mind of Valentine’s Day marchers in Redfern – of nine pierced hearts atop the Bower sculpture on Redfern Street – symbolising the nine years that TJ Hickey has not come home. It’s a tragic story – a story of ingrained injustice, mistrust, hurt – and anger. Why did the police give chase that day? Why provoke a teenager to panic? Who is responsible? Who will acknowledge the loss? Who can understand it? One thing seems clear – this protest will continue. We won’t be rid of it. Next year, in close proximity to Lent, we will again be reminded of the pain.
It’s our story – because it’s a story we’re tangled up in. We’re implicated. The questions of justice and equity, fairness and wellbeing, reconciliation and reparation are posed on behalf of our community, on behalf of our country. What kind of country will we become? What kind of hospitality and justice-
“Adonai, my refuge and my mountain fortress; my God in whom I trust” – is the cry of all those who desire refuge, all those who desire peace with justice. Can we hear that? In the silence, in the wilderness, with the wild animals, in the Spirit who gives clarity and grit. Is this what Jesus hears? Something like this – the psalmist’s song is the cry of all who desire refuge, of all who desire peace with justice.
“Incredibly, [Jesus] chose an open relationship full of criticisms, challenges, denunciations and disappointments, a relationship with God and all of us, over the perfectionist fantasies that were part of him, as they are part of us” (Nancy Rockwell).
At Thursday night’s Bible Study, we read from Walter Brueggemann’s book on the psalms. Brueggemann argues that the psalter privileges justice over meaning, and resists a spirituality of neat personal salvation. The psalms are conversations with God into which we are drawn – messily, restlessly – for the sake of the world God loves. We are oriented, disoriented, reoriented – held close and held open to the Love, the Justice, the Peace, the Mercy, the God who is to come.
In the wilderness, Jesus is keenly aware of the Spirit. He knows keenly that he is God’s Beloved. The good news is this: he chooses to respond to this love, with love for others. “Incredibly, [Jesus] chose an open relationship full of criticisms, challenges, denunciations and disappointments, a relationship with God and all of us, over the perfectionist fantasies that were part of him, as they are part of us.” Beloved-
A wilderness exam has to do with knowing yourself to be accepted, cherished, loved – and then understanding this in terms of all the cries for love, all the longing for love in the world. Your wilderness exam is yours alone, but you are not alone.
Clarity and grit may not be among the nine “fruits of the Holy Spirit” as listed in Galatians 5. According to the Nicene Creed, however, the Spirit is the Giver of Life. May the ashes by which we are signed today mark us for life – for real life – as people of clarity and grit. Amen.